First of all I feel the delay in re-write a post "decent", but there are things that must be done properly (you could also say that "all-in this life must do well), and a well written, write to write without getting mean anything, honestly, has no relevance.
is so now I think I found a thread that stretches sufficiently important to invest the few minutes this time ... Same
me wrong, I fail in what I might say, just talk way too much visceral ... but I really really difficult to assess my situation from a perspective a bit more alien and remote to me, as this now takes me 99% of my thoughts (it's complicated, but it is). Nor do I know (now I know nothing) to start, if in mourning, with previous experiences, with some comparison or an appointment of those that are made to summarize a brief thought about the strength of will and pride to be to have one as a player and person, finally.
The point is that now I have just come from the doctor (yes, that place that nobody likes to visit) ... Well, come rather from the physiotherapist.
The physio looked like a sincere guy, with years experience and travels to his back and hands. I know of only three quarters of an hour, but I think I was convinced in his diagnosis (and according to another medical center) to "rest", its about 50 years.
During the final conversation was heard that word "trauma surgeon "and the moral ground caerseme. not explain the case, I will not bore you, just let off steam (yes, it's be a little selfish).
long have I been at rest, the whole night thinking about the new season, renewed hopes , and truncated both knees now living in the world!
And I can not, the truth is I can not. I can not imagine no longer jump to the door, to have those internal conversations about success and failure, you drop the have to squeeze the mind to encotraba the right solution ... It is just a game and this world is totally amateur!, but our struggle is this court, and this is where we must allow ourselves the skin.
The question I ask myself with it and that I can not find the answer why we have so much passion for this game? What is it we seek it, or find and that makes us get up every day thinking about this? Thus the most potent drugs, which strongly hooked until the end (and without apology).
Perhaps it is that some of us are very competitive and want to show more things beyond our daily lives, perhaps because it is a way out of the everyday problems or alomejor is simply, this is an intrinsic part of our routine ... in the most humble and close eh, and can in no way view or let it rust beyond us, forgetting that produces pleasure to know that we can improve in all aspects enjoying it ... Finally
plays only pride, work and patience ...
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